02nd December 2009
The day I walked on water
This has got to stop. I have heard of magnetic attraction, I know I'm good looking and all that other flattering stuff, but this is ridiculous. How do I demagnetise myself from lizards?
It all started a few years ago (Oh! A...
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02nd December 2009
adventurers
I was in the fortunate position to be able to sit and watch three youngsters dragging their soapbox up the hill to the designated start point, where the assault on their version of the land speed record would begin. This "chariot" in my opi...
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02nd December 2009
wheelchair second childhood,
When I visit a restaurant it's usually best to go with family or close friends who know how I feed myself, or I run the risk of them rushing off in embarrassment and horror at the first slurp or dribble that is totally ali...
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02nd December 2009
Depression and I
I really hate this disease and what it's doing to my body, my life and my family. I can't go on with the pain and the mental anguish. The uncertainty and the fear are crushing my spirit. I don't want to be here anymore. Please take me ...
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02nd December 2009
My faithful friends
Today the sun is trying hard to burn off the clouds and the rain has stopped, for a while. I hear the little birds twittering and tweeting in the bush outside my window. My two little mongrel friends jump up on the bed to say good m...
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02nd December 2009
Oh! How I hate you
Oh! How I hate this disease today.
The aches, the pains, the cold, the loneliness and the quiet. All eating at my hands, feet, knees and heart even though I am warmly dressed and wrapped in a blanket.
I woke up this morning with...
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12th November 2009
Wheelchairs - Transportation & Life insurance
The determination to stay mobile has had it's trials and tribulations since being advised that I have a disease called Inclusion Body Myositis.
I have been a very wobbly walker for the past eight years ...
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04th November 2009
A lesson in humility
When I woke up this morning I was angry.
Angry because the dogs woke me up when they barked sometime during the night.
Angry because I didn't sleep all that well last night, due to the backache.
Angry because I couldn't turn ...
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30th October 2009
Understanding Dysphagia (a part of having Myositis)
One of the many extra complications involved with Myositis and many other neuro muscular disorders is Dysphagia.
www.wikipedia.org
Dysphagia is the medical term for the symptom of difficulty in sw...
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28th October 2009
Acceptance before progress
If you speak to any recovering alcoholic or drug addict who has attended any form of rehabilitation, they will tell you that the therapists all want the admission and acceptance that there is a problem, before the healing p...
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28th October 2009
Learning to live all over again
We, with a debilitating disease, like Myositis or MD know all about side issues. They are an integral part of the disease but are quite often lumped into the description and symptoms of the disease. Headaches, stiffness,...
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22nd October 2009
Going shopping or going mad
I used to enjoy visiting our local shopping mall with my family because we knew we could stroll around eating an ice cream while looking in the windows until one of us saw something that grabbed our fancy. We would then vent...
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21st October 2009
Believe It Or Not
Life is a series of choices. We can choose to stay as we are or we can choose to change what and where we find ourselves. With prayer and healing we also have a choice to believe or not to believe. I put a question on a few web sites ...
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16th October 2009
INTO THE DEPTHS I SANK
Into the depths of despair I sank
The more I sank the more I drank
I was in control you see
Cause that is what I said to me
This wasn't true but could not be stopped
But would carry on until I dropped
Then one night to c...
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16th October 2009
My prayer
When I wake up in the morning after sleeping through the night
I thank the Lord for mercies and showing me the Light
I know that I'm a sinner and don't deserve God's love
So I repent and ask for mercy and forgiveness from above
I tha...
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